Prego update...

I went to the doctor on Monday morning. Everything looks great. Still haven't gained much weight, but I do walk A LOT at work, so that may have something to do with it. the doctor isn't too concerned right now, so neither am I. As long as I don't lose any weight at this point. She checked the heartbeat and while moving the little dopplar they use around on my lower belly, the baby kicked it. It was so cool. The heartbeat was at 154 BPM. They scheduled my 20 week ultrasound for January 3rd and I am so excited for it! Hopefully the baby will not be too modest and let us see whether it is a boy or girl! Another cool thing that happened that night...I was sitting on the couch, Chad was on the computer working on a website design and the baby started to kick. I anxiously told Chad to hurry and come feel. He sat next to me, put his hand on my belly and after a few moments, felt the baby kick! So Chad finally felt the baby kick! He was all smiles and I thought I'd share that with you! I will give more of an update of what has been going on here soon. Everyone, except Dawson has been sick! Mine of course lasted for 4 days, since the list of medications I can take is so short! Ugh... Starting to feel better, which is good so that I can go back to work tomorrow! Gotta make the money!

This stinks...

So, tonight before I went to work, Chad told me that he doesn't have hope of us getting back together that we should just focus on raising the kids together and maybe trying to be friends. I just can't accept that it is over. Is that just dumb of me? I figure it is me living in denial. Part of me thinks he has wanted it for a while now and our last big fight was just his way out. I know that sounds stupid and possibly childish, but hey, this is my blog and that is one thing that goes through my head. I just keep going over and over in my head the things he said and it just seems like there is more to the story and I don't know why I keep thinking that. Maybe I want there to be more to it. I do know that he could barely look me in the eye. I never thought this would be my life. This isn't how it was supposed to go. We got married and now we are supposed to be together forever. That is what marriage means to me. Part of me just wants to run away and get away from here. Like that would make it easier, but I know it won't. This is just going to be hard no matter where I am or what else is going on around the world. I know to some of you there are more important issues out there, but to me, right now, this is all that is on my mind. I may think of other things, but my thoughts constantly come back to this. Am I that horrible of a person that I drove my husband away, never to return? I know I am not a horrible person deep down, but I also know that I said some horrible things, as did he. I just love him so much and I don't want to let him go, but part of me also keeps saying that if it is meant to be, then he will come back. The problem is that I keep picturing him in the future with someone else and I don't think I can handle that. My heart breaks a little every time those thoughts enter my mind. You may say, "well quit thinking those thoughts." but it isn't that easy. I want to lash out and say every mean and cruel thing that comes to my mind, but that is what got me into this whole mess. Maybe I don't deserve him. maybe he does deserve someone who will love him and treat him better. I just want to wake up in the morning and everything be okay. i know that isn't going to happen, but it would be nice. That this was all just a bad dream. i can picture some of his friends telling him it's about time he finally left me, and that he'll be better off and happier without me. That he'll find someone better. I want to be that person, but apparently I am not. I am not what he wants and I guess I can't be that person. I used to be, but apparently I have changed a little too much. I think I am just going to curl up on the couch and cry myself to sleep. This stinks.

Why Women Cry...

I got this in an email from Kathy and I just had to repost this for all to read. I love it and think it is so true. Women are a lot more sensitive than men, but read this and let me know what you think.

Why Women Cry

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

4 months prego...

I thought I would go ahead and post an ultrasound pic and one of my four month belly. Here ya go.

Baby parsons due May 14th, 2007!
Weighing 5 ounces and 5 inches long crown to rump!

My belly at 4 months!

I have also been feeling the baby kick for about a week now. In a few weeks or so, you should be able to feel the kicks when you lay your hand on my belly. I love feeling the little tumbling acts going on in my stomach. It is such a wonderful feeling!

Alone

I sit here alone each night and all I do is cry. My marriage is over, but we have to wait for the baby to be born before we can file for divorce. I can barely even type I am sobbing so uncontrollably. I don't know what to do. It seems like my whole world has come crashing down on me and all I can do is watch as it falls. I always said that when I got married that it would be forever. I guess I was lying to myself. Here I am, pregnant with a baby we planned, and now I am bringing it into a broken home, a broken family. I don't even know what I am doing here. I want this baby so much, but I didn't want it to be like this. I never did. I feel like I have no one to really lean on right now. yeah, i have a few friends to talk to, but no one to really lean on. I tried so hard to make things work, but apparently it wasn't hard enough and now I have failed at yet another thing. My perfect dream wedding seems like it was all a lie. Now I am going to be the single mom of three. I wanted so much more for myself and my kids. All I want is to be loved and comforted. Is that really too much to ask? Am I unlovable? Am I really that horrible of a person that I chased the one person that I loved with all of my heart? Will this hurt ever go away?

Pregnancy = a lot of crying...

EVERYTHING and I do mean EVERYTHING can make you cry when you are pregnant. Now a lot is going on in my life right now that would make me cry whether or not I was prego and I am naturally a very emotional person, but for goodness sake! It seems like everything I read or watch or even the music I am listening to at any given moment makes me wanna cry! Either there is something about a baby, or missing someone, or breaking up, or it doesn't even have to be a normal think I would cry about! I cry!! Ugh...I think I am gonna have to buy a box of Kleenex to carry with me wherever I go! Lol!! Okay, I probably seem really angry right now, but I am not. I really am laughing right now as I type this, but I will probably burst into tears any moment. if I can make it to the end of this blog without crying...it will be a miracle. If you have ever been pregnant, you know what I am saying here. Heck, I think you should get coupons for free boxes of tissues when you are pregnant! Doesn't that sound good? Lol!! Okay, I have to go to bed. I think that is enough crying for one day! Lol!

I pray for strength...

So things on the home-front seem to be taking a turn for the worse this week. We are still pretty much separated and I can't stand it. I did kick him out initially, but I was sick of him not working. Now he has a job, but is still staying at his brothers house. He might stay a night or two a week, but it sucks! He is supposed to be my husband, but it doesn't feel like I am even married! It almost feels like he is my boyfriend that occasionally stays at my apartment. A boyfriend who walks away when I cry, when in my eyes he is the one who is supposed to comfort me and wipe my tears away. My kids comfort me more than anyone, but I don't like them seeing me that way. I just want a husband who will help support the family financially, and be there for me emotionally. We were watching Spiderman 3 last night at Chad's brothers house and Peter Parker is talking about asking Mary Jane to marry him, his Aunt May says that a husband needs to put his wife before himself.

Today, Chad told me he doesn't think he can do that anymore. It's not like I want to be put on a pedastool but I would like some affection, in front of your friends and family (not just mine or when we are by ourselves), to be made to feel special. I don't remember the last time I felt special because of him. I am so lost and confused at this point. I love him so much, but if this is how it is always going to be, then I don't think I can do that. I always said that when I got married, it was forever, but it seems like that is going down the drain. My marriage and happy family seem to have disappeared and I can't do anything to bring it back. What did I ever do to deserve this? I feel so sad, lonely, depressed, and stressed. I pray for strength. I think I am going to need it.

An update...

Well we went to the Dr. on Friday. Nothing major, but we did get to hear the heartbeat...okay, that is a big thing. It did ease a bit of stress on my part. I just don't feel pregnant. Those of you who have been pregnant know what I mean. No morning sickness, aren't showing yet, no physical signs of being pregnant....plus with all of the stress I have endured over the past 2 months, I was a little scared that there wouldn't be a heartbeat. But, there was and that is what matters! We took Dade with us (by we, I mean, Chad and I) so that he could hear it as well. I am hoping to schedule the ultrasound, when it comes time, so that both of the boys can go and see it. I think the ultrasound is cool and hopefully they will too. I do have a little bump, but not much and I haven't actually gained any weight yet...don't get all judgemental, those who gained weight from the beginning. I WILL gain weight and I WILL make up for not gaining any in the beginning...I'll just wake up one morning and go "where did that some from" as I look down and can't see my feet any more!! lol!!
Chad and I have been doing really well over the past week. He stayed here since Thursday night after work. Tonight he went to his brothers house. he says he doesn't want to rush back into everything yet. I have so many mixed emotions going on and I am also trying to ignore bad thoughts in the back of my head. I want to focus on the positive, but it can be so hard. Sometimes I am afraid he'd rather be at his brother's house than here with us, or that I really am going to end up a single mother of three. Only time will tell I suppose. All I know is that I have to do my best to keep my chin up, think positive and do my best at what I need to do to make it work. To all or any of you who are praying for us, I thank you very much. Please continue the prayers. God Bless.

Difficult times

Well the past 2 months have been pretty darn stressful and well, not fun really. I did find out I am pregnant, which is a happy thing. I have always loved being pregnant. The problem is, Chad and I have been going through some difficult times. We have been fighting a lot more and anyone who knows me knows that I am not a nice person when I am mad. I can actually get pretty darn mean and spiteful. I don't like being this way and I am working on it. I am reading self help books, seeing a counselor, on top of marriage counseling. Right now he is pretty much staying at his brothers house. Yes, I did ask for him to stay there to give me some time to think. I know I want to be with him, but I was tired of all of the crap. I wont go into great detail on here because I don't feel it is necessary for everyone to know everything. He is now working, which will help out A LOT!!! That will ease a lot of stress on me, especially right now with me being pregnant. I can't work those long hours like I want to be able to. My body just won't allow it, plus with all the stress it is not good for me or the baby at all. It has actually had me a bit worried, which I plan on discussing with the doctor on Friday when I go in. I just know that I love Chad with all of my heart and I want to be with him, to grow old with him. I want us to work out and I know we can, we just have some stuff we need to deal with and to get past on our own. Yes marriage is about working together and being there for each other, but if you can't even be there for yourself, how can you be there for someone else? Is it possible? I don't really think so. I miss Chad so much when he isn't here. I miss laying next to him in bed, sitting next to him on the couch...chatting with him throughout the evening...sigh. I just want things to be going well between us again. For us to be back on track. I am sure we will get there. It may take some time and it may not be easy, but I plan on working my butt off until it happens. ;-)

I am 11 weeks pregnant!

Now that all family knows that I am pregnant I can just post these blogs. I am now 11 weeks pregnant, Yeah!!! My due date is May 21st, 2007. At my first Dr's appointment they decided not to do an ultrasound since I was sure of the first date of my last period (I know any guys who are reading this aren't cool with reading stuff like that, but get over it! Lol) which made me a little sad, that they weren't going to do an ultrasound that is. Anyone who has been pregnant knows that ultrasounds are a big thing. You get to actually SEE what is growing inside of you. Not that it is very big at this point...but it is still cool to see that peanut sized baby! At this point I won't have one until I am riht around 20 weeks, which should be about Christmas time! It would be a cool little Christmas present to ourselves to find out whether we are having another son or (fingers crossed) a daughter! I know some who won't want to know what we are having, but we want to find out! We want a little girl, but of course we will be happy with either as long as it is healthy and happy! We don't have any little boy names picked out yet, but we do still have a bit of time left to come up with something! Lol! I am going to try and post on here at least once a week to keep everyone updated, but don't get mad if I miss a week or two. With the holidays and birthdays coming up, things will be a bit hectic around here so I will do my best!

Chucktoberfest 2007!!!

Every year, second weekend in October we have an event called Chucktoberfest...it is such a blast. We go camping, eat good food, sit around a campfire, hang with friends and family, the kids (and some adults) dress up, ride four wheelers, shoot guns, and generally just have a grand old time!! here are some pics from this years annual Chucktoberfest!!

carving pumpkins....

dressing up...

newly added, paintballing...

of course, a fire going all weekend...

Four wheeling...

also newly added, Cornhole...

and you CANNOT forget all the YUMMY food!!!!

Cuddling and hugs....a perk of being a parent.

One of my favorite things about being a mom is all the cuddling and hugs you can get from your younger children. I was at families house today visiting (her daughter had spent the night with Dade) and Dade was playing with his cousin outside. We had been there for quite some time and Dade just decided to climb up in my lap, and lay with his arms around me and his head on my chest. A lot of kids do this when they are sick but I knew he wasn't. Jamie looked at me and was kind of shocked. She said she had never seen him do that. I reassured her that it was actually quite normal for Dade. He is a big cuddler when he wants to be and I absolutely LOVE it! Dawson, my oldest is way out of that stage. He barely even wants to give hugs anymore and heaven forbid if I ask for a kiss, especially in public!! Lol!! He will come up and out of the blue want a hug, and I always give it to him. I try not to deny my kids hugs and kisses (unless they are using as an excuse to get out of bed..Lol). Dawson's are fewer and far between, so I cherish every last one of them. I take advantage of all the cuddling and hugs and kisses that Dade dishes out, because before you know it, they are "too old" for all that kid stuff!! Dade will come up to Chad and I and reach to give us both big hugs and Dade's favorite thing to tell us is that we are the "Best parents in the (world/galaxy/city...etc)" and I love it when he can tell I am having a bad day and gives me a big hug and tells me I am the "Most beautiful mom ever", it always makes me smile and he knows it. That is why he says it, so that I will smile. All he wants is to be loved and love in return. He may get mad and throw a fit, but in the end, he'll climb up on my lap, give me a big hug and kiss, and cuddle. And I love every minute of it!

kids and being a MOM...

I love those nights that when the kids go to bed, they actually stay in bed and fall asleep without a peep. Too bad those nights didn't happen more often than, lets say, the nights where every five minutes you hear, "mommy, I'm thirsty", "can I take my blanket/shirt off?", can I go potty?", "I forgot to put (insert item here) in my bookbag?", "can I have another hug?".....or whatever pops into their heads at that moment. Of course this happens more when good ole dad isn't here. It's sometimes seems like they LOVE to push my buttons and see how much they can drive me insane in one single night. Well, some nights, it seems to almost push me over the edge. Tonight was one of those nights. I just wasn't in the mood for it to begin with. My mom took them out for ice cream, so I let them stay up an extra half hour to go with her, mainly because I know she misses them and hasn't seen them in a while. When they come home, they have no respect and don't listen to a simple order of "it is time to get ready for bed." Well, guess what. Now they earned themselves an early bedtime, and no credit for chores tonight. They didn't even have a chance to do them because they kept messing around while they were supposed to be getting ready for bed. Then to top it off, all the commotion after they got into bed.
Don't get me wrong I absolutely LOVE my kids, but any parent would be lying if they were to say their kids NEVER drove them insane!! They don't drive me nuts all of the time, just sometimes.
The thing that gets me is, they don't act nearly as bad when Chad is home and that just straight pisses me off to a certain extent. They tend to walk all over me at times and I am fed up! Then they get mad at me when they get into trouble! Hello!! I just dish out the punishments as I see necessary. I didn't do whatever it was that got you into trouble. You made that choice. Get mad at yourself! Why is it that I bend over backwards for my kids and they don't even notice? I bet they would notice if I quit doing it. Sounds like a great idea, huh? Will I quit doing things for them. Nope.
I won't even pretend that I will, because I know I couldn't do that. I do things for them because mom's are the most unselfish creatures there are. We all do things for our kids before we would ever even think of ourselves. That is what we do. Because we are MOM'S! Mom's are always there for you to kiss your boo boo's, to lean on their shoulders to cry, to give out as many hugs and kisses as often as you'd like (or just little head pats if you are embarrassed by hugs and kisses ;)) I have to add that being a mom is the hardest and most underpaid job out there. If you are a mom, you know you agree with me. You don't get paid by money, but by good warm fuzzy feelings, watching them grow up, getting teary eyed when they go to school, when you see them make good smart choices and know that you helped instill that in them. That is why you become a mom and love it.

Meltdown # 1....

So I had the bright idea to go for Pizza at Donatos tonight...I had been kind of craving it all day. I just wanted a veggie pizza. We get to Donatos, finally everyone makes up their minds and we order....no biggie. 35-40 minutes later we get our pizza's; Dade got his individual pepperoni pizza, Dawson his Hawaiian, Chad his Pep, bacon and banana peppers, and then she puts mine in front of me....NOT what I ordered! Okay, Chad gets the waitress, and they say they are going to find it or make a new one. 15-20 minutes later, my pizza is finally finished, and to top it all off Chad said my pizza sat under the heat lamps for at least 10 minutes while our waitress is to no where to be found. At one point she had picked up Chad's cup, that only had ice in it, put it back down, and didn't even bring a refill!!! She was a horrible waitress, and believe me, I know!!! I am beyond pissed! I just want my food boxed up so we can leave!! Chad gets the manager and explains the problem. He ends up putting the money back on my debit card and giving us 2 certificates for free 14 inch 1 topping pizzas! Sweet! I eat in the car on the way home. I was practically starving.
The icing on the cake was when Dawson realized on the way home that we didn't go to Chad's cousins house like we had originally planned that night and was bummed and said, "did mom mess it up?" My feelings were so hurt. Do I really screw things up that much that my 8 year old has to comment on them? I know deep down that he was trying to joke, but with everything that had happened, it was just too much... and the flood gates were opened.
*sigh*
The hormones have taken over....
Once I post this (some people don't know I am pregnant and I don't want them to find out this way) I am sure that many more will follow it...
many more meltdowns are sure to come....
stay tuned!!!

Hmmmmm...

So I am sitting here on the net, wanting to write a blog, but I have no clue what to write about. I figure I'll just start writing and see where it goes. Worse case scenario, I delete it and it doesn't get posted, woopity doo... no big deal. It isn't like I am really doing anything really productive here anyway. Just reading a few friends blogs, thinking about life and wondering what I am actually meant to do with mine. Right now I work at the olive Garden as a server. It is decent money for what few hours I work, plus I can work around seeing the kids (which is important to me) and any thing we have going on. The only thing is, I know that I don't want to be a sever for my whole life. No offense to those out there who are 30 or maybe even 40 and are servers somewhere, you do what you gotta do. I just don't want to be a server for much longer. I do enjoy my job, although it can stress me out, and to top it all off, I am a really good server. I always thought i should go to college, but honestly nothing appeals to me there. I get bored with things to quickly, so one minute, I think teaching would be great, I do love working with kids, and the next, I think working with computers would be kind of cool. Maybe even make my own website...nah.... I just don't have the attention span for any of it anymore. I love to sew and do all sorts of little craft things, but you can't make a living doing that. So basically I am at a loss here. I am almost 30 years old and have no clue what I want to be when I grow up. Lol! When I grow up....
What to do.....

Stolen Bike....

So I come home from work today, already in a crappy mood (a slow day at work=no money to be made) and find out that my oldest boy's bike was stolen sometime between last night and when I got home around 4:15pm. Such bullcrap....People around here just make me so freaking mad. Yeah, we should have had it chained up, but that isn't the point. And it isn't like it cost a lot of money, like $60 bucks from Walmart, but that isn't the point either. The point is, if it isn't yours and you don't have permission to ride it, DON'T TOUCH IT!!!! Yeah, it may not have cost a lot of money, but money doesn't grow on trees and I can't afford to go and buy him a new one!!! Why would you steal a kids bike...it probably is another white trash kid who stole it, but didn't your parents teach you not to steal!!! I keep checking to see if someone brought it back, but that probably won't happen. Stupid pieces of crap white trash. Go to freaking Walmart and buy your own!!

RIP....Dawson's bike 12/06 - 09/03/07
Sorry...I had to vent and get this off of my chest!!! Some people just make me so freaking mad.

I am addicted!!!

So I stumbled upon this website called truemomconfessions.com and I am so addicted to it. It is a website where moms can go on and post "confessions" totally anonymously. No need to put in an email address or register and have your username show up next to your confession. You just type in your confession and hit post and bam!!! I guess all confessions aren't posted, but I love the idea behind it. Sometimes you have something on your mind that you are scared to tell someone for fear that they will judge you and here you can do it freely!! You can register for the forums, but it isn't a must. Everyday I want to go to the web site and read all the new posts!! It is stupid and silly, but I can't help it!! Plus, sometimes when I read the site it makes me appreciate my own life. Some of these poor moms are miserable and lonely and it makes me happy I have the family that I have. A wonderful husband who loves me and kids whom are the apple of my eye and love me with all their hearts and show me on a regular basis! I may not be happy or feel blessed every day of my life, but at least I am not cheating or being cheated on, and no matter what is going on in my life, there is someone out there who is worse off than me. Things may get hard at times, but we always seem to make it through, and are stronger in the end. The only thing you can't really do on truemomconfessions.com is post replies to some of the "confessions", which I think some of the moms would benefit from. You can kind of do something like that in the forums, but not all moms who post on there necessarily go into the forums. Oh well. I think I need to go read some confessions... ;-)

Kids grow up way too fast....

It hasn't quite been forever since my last post, but it has been a very very long time! Things are quite well here in the Parsons household. The kids started school last Wednesday, Dawson is in third grade and Dade started preschool. When the bus picked Dade up for preschool. I cried. I knew I would too. I snapped a pic of him getting on the bus, waited till he got on the bus, and then put my head on Chad's shoulder as I cried!

Sigh....they just grow up too fast. So my advice to Aaron and Reagan..since they will be new parents in about 6 months...cherish every moment. Even the moments that make you want to pull your hair out (believe me all parents have those moments), remember them all. Take lots of pics and scrapbook or blog as much as you can. Even if it is just bits and pieces of information here and there, you'll regret it if you don't. I love to look back at old pics and sometimes they make me tear up. Just to see how much my babies have grown up. They may be getting ready to turn 9 and 5, but before you know it they'll be graduating high school, going of to college and getting married and having their own kids!

I've been married a week now...

Last Friday, Chad and I got married. I am so super happy. The wedding was beautiful. Exactly as I have always pictured it. I even got to walk down the aisle barefoot like I have always said I would! The weather was perfect, not a single cloud in the sky!! Plus, to top it all off I didn't let myslef get stressed. I started to flip out once, the night before the wedding, I was making the ring bearer pillows and ran out of white thread. I started to geek and decided, with Chad's help, it wasn't worth it. I'd worry about it later. In the end, Chad's mom was in town and bought two little pillows. She was like, "sorry they don't match," and it honestly didn't matter if they matched or not. I just kind of sat back and took it all in. This was our wedding day, why spend it stressing out over every little detail!? Everyone was commenting on how calm I was, and it even surprised me. Here I am, someone who stresses over every little detail, not stressing over a major event!! I feel really proud of that actually! The ceremony was very laid back, kind of hippyish in my eyes, and everyone said it fit us to a T! I am glad that it turned out so well!! The reception afterwords was a blast. We got to hang out with friends and family, some of which we don't get to see all that often. Plus Chad's mom got to make it up from Florida and I personally was greatful for that. I am sure she was happy she got to see her son's wedding too. I am so happy I got to see so many friends and family there. Those who couldn't make it, I understand and I will be posting pics on here and on myspace as I get them, so check back often!
Wednesday, I went to the social security office and the BMV to have my name changed. That made me so happy to show off my new married name!! I love being Mrs. Holly Jo Parsons now!!! Now I can call Glenn (Chad's brother) my brother-in-law and it is true!! Lol!!

Ran into an old friend

Dawson had baseball practice tonight. The message said Evans football fields at 5:30 so that is where we went. We showed up and Trevor and his dad was there and that was it. What in the world??? Where is everyone. We wait a bit and look around, and then I see someone I think looks familiar. It was Amanda Johnson (now Sillin) from High school!!! Holy cow!!!!! We chatted for a few minutes and exchanged emails and phone numbers! It was just bizzare, especially since I was thinking about Amanda maybe a few weeks ago. Sometimes I actually like running into old classmates.

Just getting started...

Okay, so the more I look at this personal blog site, the more I like it. I keep wanting to post something, but I really haven't had much time to sit down and do it. I figured even if it is short, at least it is started, ya know!? I recently got married to the man of my dreams, Chad Parsons. Very recently, last Friday April 20th, 2007 in fact and I am so happy. I loved going and waiting in line to get my name changed. Most people I am sure would gripe about standing in line at the social security office and the BMV, but I couldn't wait to show of my new married name!! I have lots of people asking to see pics and I promise that I will have some up her and on myspace within a week! Waiting to get some from a few more people who took pics! Well, I am going to end this first blog, it is short, but I will write more later!!
TTFN!! As Tigger puts it!!